cycle.

Things do go in a cycle. Would that be boring? Maybe not, if it's something nice.

I like cycles which are enjoyable.

But.

If things go wrong, we will have to change it right? It does not meant that it will have to end. Things which are changed, can we call it a new cycle?

Hope all goes well.

Sometimes, I do hope that I can mind read. Then I won't have trouble with people and I can probably handle them well. Pros and cons though.

haha, what I wrote is so disorganised. I happen to think about it and just write it.

If I don't know much, I don't think I will dislike her so much. Sometimes, it's good not to know.

Aiyo, I'm forever waiting to call or something. I'm scared.

joke of the day: 'Oh my god! This is so exciting! It's my first pee in a foreign country!'

Heh. Useless therapy.

Oh, I've remembered something about my brother.

He studies triple science, the exact same textbooks as ours.

There's also a third language, Japanese.



Good luck to him.

so yeah, I'm waiting.

Poly seemed to have a lot of money.
I have received alot of their magazines and stuff like that.
This makes me think about where I will end up again.
I've made a list of my choices. The courses with very high COP were not in my range of interests.
I'm still afraid that my L1R5 will be 18.
I really don't know where to go with that score.

Do anyone knows exactly when can we get our results? I need alot of time to prepare myself for the worst.

Sian, so where will I end up? *breathe*


Random: Poor Jacob. I hate Bella and you.

Thanks!

I'm going to thank people who have gladly be my friends and those who have helped me alot either academically or emotionally THANKS SO MUCH!

Index number order. :)

Pearlyn!
I think I have only started to really know you this year. So thanks for the comfort you've given me and also for helping me in my concepts. I've saved that message with alot of animations! Remember it? Thanks so much! It really caught me when you did that. I was *ahem* touched. Can't lose a friend like you. Final word for you, be more confident of yourself, for you're really worth more than you think you are. Love you!

Minyi :)
It's quite pathetic to be in the same class as you for 4 years but I've really nothing in mind about you. Just some occasional crap. Okay, I did more of the crap. So, do speak up more next time! >:( Overall, I'm still glad to know you as a friend. :) Keep in touch yeah?

Yanting!
Two years. And you're forever a book freak. Haha, it's not a bad thing though. I've learnt quite alot from you since I sat beside you. My first impression of you was cold. Yeah, just cold. I tried to be funny with you but you ignore me I think. I've realised later that you just happen to react slower. Haha. Oh, who influenced/bribed you to watch korean shows? I tried for show but failed. How could you? :'( Haha. You can get what you want! Please don't feel pressurised when people say that you can get that A1. You can. You know what you're made of girl! :D All the way!

Miaoling :)
Hi band girl! We have quite alot in common though. Luosy english results, the shared love for taiwanese show... Remember how we excited our conversations were on I dunno what when we're waiting for some prelim results? From what I have known you're very easy going. It's great in a way since you'll never be bossy. Do take a look out though people might take you for granted. All the best!

Hui Shan!
You freak me out during sec one loh. The memories of you will never leave the home econs room. Don't worry, I'll remember that so-called "bah gu teh" haha. Forever so motherly. I've longed to be your child. :) Take me in and ignore your books! I can entertain you more than them! Haha, miss you and more of your cookies! Thanks for the memories. :)

Wan xin!
THANKS. A big thanks. It's all I could say. Me forever ranting about *ahem*, you're there to listen... I'll be there for you too yeah? Love you. :)

Leon. :)
You're really out of the world, forever so extreme. Dare to speak, dare to take action. But you're taming down now. Haha. Generous(in terms of money) is definitely the word for you. I'm gald to meet you, to see you grow. All the best dude! Love you for liking show! haha.

David!
Smart ass! Thanks a million! Weird calls at funny timings just to get help from some fuggy math question which tangles me up. Thanks so much for your patience and time. About the meal...*ahem* I'll try to fulfil. Thanks so much! I'm so lucky to have you!

Shengzhe!
Thanks for the time you've used to taught me everything under the...classroom? Haha, sounds weird. Greatest of all, being there as a friend. :) Enjoy your poly life dude! Though I felt that you could do better. Thanks for everything!

JingXiang!
It's show which created this friendship right? though we only said 'hi' in school, at least there's a form of communication. Haha, enjoy your poly life too yeah? You might see me there too! haha. Go show! :D

Raymond!
Another one, THANKS. I don't know what to say. Good luck for everything and do promise that we keep in touch dude! :(

Shaun Ang!
Haha, nice friend to play with but bad company for study! joking. I so love your handwriting loh! Let's go really go K together! There's you, there's fun and laughter! Your e-mail tells your story. Haha. thanks for keeping me laughing dude!

Jeremy. :)
Keep your fists down! Joking. You're a nice guy, so someone out there *ahem*. Haha. Thanks for the company you've given! Will miss you too yeah? :D

Yang Qin!
Your memory amuse me loh. I will forever remember the O's geog paper incident. You freak. :S Who the hell memorise things but filpping though the whole textbook in 15 min?! Freak. You're the best man. Talk more sense than crap! >:( All the best!

Belmen!
It has been both thick and thin yeah? All the best for everything, for you. It will be harder next time, for us. Let's work harder together. :)




I have my flaws. I sincerely thank you guys for coming here to read this and accepting me as a friend. I will gladly treasure the time we spent together as a class. :) I've wanted to make a pact: let's meet 10 years from now when we're...26? Am I correct for this calculations david? okay, Wanxin will be 25. Haha. That's when the world don't ends at 2012 la. Game for it? I felt that it will be fun. Keep in touch yeah? All the best to all of you! :)

Today I've got good news.
My brother got into Hua Zhong. :)
Haha, thought this was something to be prond of.
I've heard that being in that school is stress, so all the best to him. :)

work. -.-

Walao, today there's this stupid customer. Don't want to say already. -.-

My sister and her team were having a sleepover. Thinking of how bonded their team were really made me envy them alot. How I wish mine were sort of like them. I think that was the reason why I wanted to join netball. It was to feel the bonds between team mates. But. There's always a but. I've met more of ***** than friends. There's always this someone there whom I.... >:(

Breathe. -.-

Think they're heading for mac now, just to enjoy the aircon. They're filled with mostly nonsense, but that's where the big word FUN comes about right? Haha. So I hope that they can truly stay this way and not turn into mine. It really sucked.

I feel that to play a game well, you have to truly understand each other. Encouraging each other even though they're not in the so-called main twelve. That's what the current team does. They not really biased against each other. You know clique stuff. Everyone knows that it does exist la, don't have to fake things out. I've got to chill.

I've started off with something good and happy. so i shall do that too. :)

I love show. :D

Aims. Dreams. Reality.


Aim is something which you look forward to and work towards it. What if you don't put in enough effort into what you aim? Then your aim will become a dream. Dreaming about them ain't wrong but the reality will hit harder if you don't know it any sooner. "they're not the single digits you're dreaming about." So here comes the reality.

Okay, I'm at the third phrase, reality. I have prepared myself already, i think. It's totally what I deserve for not working harder.

Oh well, "it's over." You're right. I thank you for bursting my bubble.

Guess I'm going to look through some courses now.



Friends, we can still keep in touch right? haha, I'm emotionally unstable.


It will make things harder. Hmm?

smirk face

haha, 笨蛋. :P

:)

:D

:DD

that's my *ahem* boyfriend. :D

how cute can he get?! :D

credits to baidu. :)

Work opportunities may not have to be on newspapers. I met this customer when i was working. We chatted and started to talk about....okay, more of crap la. So one thing lead to another and she was hiring some part time to make calls. :D So i'm waiting for her sms/call for the interview. :)

hope it will come! :D

oh, take care dude! :( how can you be sick? :(

Work.


I totally feel so cheated. The pay is $5.50 per hour but the time is restricted. I can only work 130 hours every month. Though math is not my strong point, I'm going to do some calculations. *cracks neck and fingers*

amount of hours worked per day(average): four whole one third hours
amount of hours worked: 44.5 hours in 8 days.
amount of hours left: 85.5 hours in 17 days?! ( 5 hour per day)

Walao. Then what am I supposed to do during the rest of the days?


Results.

I think it's just me. I have been dreaming of what sort of L1R5 I'm getting. It's all bad. Sian, it really hit me on where would i end up. I heard that even ITE was quite hard to get in.

Hope.
For hope is the only thing which brings smiles to this dark world right?
Alright, i shall hope then.

I hope to get what i want.

One more thing. During my free time of my job, i wonder what the cambridge was doing. So much for it being a holiday. I don't enjoy it at all loh.


Others.

Happy stuff. :) Pearlyn! :D haha.

Oh, it's A and B coming to my mind again. Omg, just go away. Disgusting.

T-shirts. -.-

Rest.


Today happen to be a rest day for me. :)
work tmr!
All the way. :)



Empty.

Attention!

I can't stand this already.

People thought my blog is dead.

:(

I'm going to seek attention. =D

bye!

haha. :D

hey, like this?

more trips out kay? :D

sian. :(

Shoe hunting tomorrow! Hope there will be my size. :S

C and D.
E and F. :)

Alaphabets do go together.

okay, bear with it. =D

work!

'I saw mummy kisses Santa Claus~ *I am going to tell Daddy*'
Apparrently the Santa Claus is the dad la, stupid boy sing this obvious song for what. -.-

Have you people heard of this saying, 'every six people in this planet will look shockingly alike, no matter which country you're from' I'm still not sure though, but I saw two of a kind. Haha.

Certain customers reminds me of certain people of our school, they really looked quite alike. It was weird though, as if I am beginning to miss school. The worst of all was that one really looked like Miss Kokila, especially the eyes and mouth. Then another girl looked disturbingly like Jason Lim. What was even more coincidental was that she also play basketball, evident from her tee, keychains and a basketball on her hand.

Oh, today I saw this guy who looked quite handsome, but super zi lian. His girlfriend was choosing her stuff, trying out hairclips and hairbands. He was special, he left her all alone, walked straight to another mirror, and looked at himself, the whole time. It was lucky that he was good looking. I had a good laugh though. He kept adjusting his cap, as if it cannot fit his head. Worse, they didn't buy anything. :(

Oh, there's this indian girl with super shiny hair. She insisted on trying out a clothed hairband and I allowed. It was a very bad decision. The poor hairband was all so oily. Lesson learnt people, never buy a display hairband. So Yucky.

A and B.
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Will this go on forever? Hope not. 'You find your true friend during your secondary school life' can this not apply to certain people?

oh well. Bear with it yeah? 忍住.

Work!


I'm working at causeway mini-bits. :) Do come along and buy some stuff kay, the sales here was really bad. The stuff there was okay, except for one. I can't even remember that name. She's 19, saving up money for ther diploma, international business i think. Here's the interesting part...

She kept wanting to show me that she's the boss. -.- Every single thing i do, she would want to comment. What was worse is that, she did them too. -.- She kept going on with this sentence 'wo bi ni you jing yan...' cause she work when she was 13. Apparently it was illigal.

Oh, she likes to have thick make up though. I mean really thick ones. It makes me wonder if it can be turned into a mask when it was harden. She was far from cute, more of irritating. :) Don't know why someone said that she was cute. =x

On the bright side, I did not see her today. =D Don't know about tommorrow though. =x Hope i don't have to see her. :)

Serina was great she is another stuff from bits. :) She did not order me around like her. -.-

Okay, there's still work tommorrow, hope it will be well. =D


Thank you for your company. :)

Orchard. :)


Fun. Lights. Christmas trees. Pictures. =) Time passes fast right? :D Let's go there next time! :D

Expect the unexpected. She spoke to me. Wow. I am really kind of shocked...


Smelly havent online yet... =x >:(

HUI SHAN!

Hope to work with you though. :( I'll be starting work at minitoons tomorrow, I have to wear all black but i don't have black shoes. Money have to be spent to buy that. I don't get to work everyday too. Hai.

So, i hope the gift shop thing is available. :)


Digress away about jobs. I'm trying hard to take deep breaths, very deep ones. I need a calm mind now. Nothing is going to hurt you okay. You'll get use to it or maybe just leave it alone. You know you deserve better.



I want a reason for these nonsense. Respect me for who I am.

last day of work (yesterday)

Raymond's uncle(one of the bosses of a factory which I worked) treated me and raymond to a buffet steamboat along with his son, victor (if i'm not wrong). He loves history by the way, especially Hitler. It's a long story why the uncle chose to treat us to that meal.

The uncle was very hilarious with his army stories, from land to navy to air force. So many sadistic officers. Haha. Don't worry guys, army won't be that tough now, and less of the officers will act like the olden days for they fear of many law suit cases. Also, the boys now get to go home everyday. Sounds like working to me instead of training for the army.

I earned a total of $280 from the manufacturing. The money was really hard earned. It was super tiring, imagine yourself wrapping popiah 2600 times everyday for 8 hours....time was really hard to kill during the working hours and the only thing I looked forward were breaks. Haha, it's a good experience though, glad that i had known that uncle. :)

So to show my gratitude, I've decided to go back there for two days, the 14th and 15th. I'm paid of course. Hope it will be worth the while.

Things are getting weird between me and D. Hope all can turn out well again. Time's precious.



Ps: There's really nothing to envy about me, cause I envied you back. Karma is really a bitch. :S

recalls

Read through some of my blog posts. I sounded ill-mannered. Time felt like a gust of wind to me, brushing past.

People are weird. Too much work, we complained about stress, nothing to do, we complained about the bored-ness.

PSLE results are out though. :) My brother attained a score of 262, higher mother tougue-distinction. :) he did well i think, all the best to him in the future, he can make it for sure! :D for me, I'll just hope for the best. :)

There's work tomorrow at a factory, wrapping some printer drums. I was quite worn out by that. Time to rest!

I'm going to complain, it's a boring holiday. =x